F***!!!!!

Night falls...doubts rise

                  ...and the fear of knowing nothing creeps in.

Loneliness becomes your companion

                   ...depression becomes your friend

                            ...the world changes shape, everything becomes alien.

                Sorrow emanates from you, in your soul a bleeding heart

...

The demons dance insanely

                           ...The eagles' wings are clipped

                                                   ...the hungry dog is left to die.

...

                A vacuum inside sucks away everything leaving you with

                                                                          ......nothing, emptiness.

                All attempts have failed, all avenues now blocked.

You are behind God's back and persecution becomes your punishment.

        The leaves turn brown and die

                                    ......a cold wind caresses your body.

Lost in a maze, searching for a way out

        Check............and mate

                        ......the game is over, the battle is lost.

                                    Welcome home my friend.

                               

(from the web)